am reading a book called FUTURE ME

nice concept, this book is like a time traveller, asking people around about how they wish to see themselves in future in a day's, month's or even years' time. mm, what will the futureme be???good qn...
let me think in 10 years time...
have at least 4 kids (pray one of them is twin)
i just love TWINS maybe because i am a twin, with an idiot bro of mine AND just like my guy (he's a twin himself but has lost his twin sis at a younger age)

a bigger house ( landed property???maybe NOT as i am scared of stranded places)

be a good traveller ( pledging now to bring my kids wherever i go. i always tell myself that my kids should get to enjoy/experience all those that we didn't get to when we r young, travel at least once a year to all those exotic places

be a good wife
better ask Haleel. He'll say she's good but she does not listen to me esp when she's asked to wear jewellery. i can't stand gold jewellery n he prefers me to wear it whenever i go out esp those weddings n family gatherings. i always tell him that people should judge me for what i am and not for what i wear. he does not get it and we always quarrel on this stupid subject. other than that, i think i am doing my duties well. mother in law has not complained about me so far and only gets impatient in terms of me wearing jewellery. she asks y u buy so much when u dont wear?? i don't buy! my parents bought before and now my guy is buying for me. y gold gold gold? get me wear some ornaments in silver or glass and i'll adorn it

be a good worker
have to really strive hard for this

be a good mummy
hope to spend more time with kids. even if i can't be with them at their earlier age, really want to see when they r growing up. nowadays, fateen misses me lots and i am trying my best to spend as much time with him. wonder at times y i am studying, y i married, y i had a kid. isn't it nice to be single??? where u have no care in the world n can do all the things u wish to...time is over baby.......

listen to ppl
mom always complains that i don't listen to her n i do the exact opposite. she knows i am doing all the right thingss but i don't when she asks me to. i decide myself when i want to do. she can't stand it n thinks i am rude. i told her maybe it's my character. she's asking me to change it. i DON'T think i will but maybe try to please her. she knows jari is like her, always obedient and have a care for others. i am not that type as i always speak what's on my mind. i sometimes don't realise that ppl r hurt. but it's ME n can i change it?? good question though!!!!


more to come, i think . gonna cook for dinner, rilvan is outside watching a Chinese serial.. better cook something nice for him.........or else he gonna mumble. i have to shut his mouth by saying just one dialogue, get your WIFE to please u and not ME.

so rude....