happenings

hey yeah, i have at last started blogging....but gonna begin with what is troubling me for past 48 hours or so..



went for interview at a well established co for audit assistant 3 weeks ago

am currently working as a secretary and have finished CAT papers about 3 months before

since i need a cert for my practical experience, have told my boss that i'll start looking for a job under a/c line

since a new employee has joined the co, we thought it's better she take over my job...she also happens to be my boss' niece....

my new co called me 4 days after the interview to say that they r appointing me

i was happy to go n as that was my first interview and it was a success

HMM, i even signed the appointment letter...



i was teaching the new gal about all my work and she's grasped a bit. since it's her first job ( which also happen to be the same for me, ie FIRST), i was happy n relieved that she can cope..

everything went well till Tuesday.. most of my colleagues have signed a petition stating that i should not leave. i dunno which big mouth went to tell this to my boss after he came back from a biz trip to frankfurt..it seeems they have also told him dat i will not leave if he insists i don't go

he asked, ' did u c the petition?'
i said, 'yeah! i am sure u know which idiot has started this...that's none other than fadzilah (my colleague who always get the blessings f**## out from my mouth everyday)
he asked again, ' is it that if i insists u not to go, would you have stayed?"
i said, ' mm, MAYBE!' i am scolding myself even now on y i said that!!!

he said, ya Allah! y u never told me earlier? i would have done something!
i said, that's ok. moreover your niece is here to do my work.
he started telling that he didn't do anything purposely to get rid of me and since i wanted to venture out to have prac exp, he's allowing me to go
i said, ok no problem. let me practice something i have learnt and come back with a good knowledge ( he has told me earlier to come back after a year...)

it seems he felt guilty n thinks that i misunderstood his intentions n i am leaving because of his niece.
to speak truth, i have not considered that as a fact for my departure. i am the one who wanted to leave n i started looking for jobs. if not his niece, i am sure some other person will be taking over my job. as long as they do it well and shares the pressure n stress my boss undergoes, i am happy to let anyone take it. i did not realise that he has taken my MAYBE seriously....
i left for lunch n came back to realise that he's not at desk
i thought maybe he went out for lunch n will come back shortly..
2 hours flied by and he did not come back
within this period, one of my suppliers has called twice for him but i told her dat he's not in the office. she said jokingly if he has fainted somewhere or not. i said better go n wash ur mouth..

arcound 5 plus, fadzilah intercomed and told me that she wanna speaks to me on Wed morning and ask me to come to work early. i asked is it personal... she shares her family problems with me always n i thought it's one of them. but my heart said something wrong. even then my boss did not come back...

called fadzilah out at about 6 n asked her what she wanted to discuss...