damn bored n this is my first posting in noon. oops... Eut, if u had been looking at this, sorry k. very bored n thought of blogging. no one ard to talk to, better still to scold...

so much things to clear but there is no mood. had a short nap with lights off while waiting for the sms from eut. eut is busy n i dun wanna disturb. feels so sleepy. would love to go to my bed n roll over. came across this beautiful poem.

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.
I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way
in which there is no I or you
so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand
so intimate that when you fall asleep it is my eyes that close