something about myself being an Aquarian..

I am a born revolutionary so no one can tell me how to live my life (absolutely right)
My clear-cut approach makes it perfectly clear just how differently I wish to experience life(maybe yes)
I just don’t want to be like others and take pride in the fact that I am so unique (is that y i am the extra)
I'd far prefer to be self-sufficient rather than being a sheep in society who follows everyone else’s lead ( this is what i'd love to do)
If I am not able to live my life on my own terms, I’ll dream and aspire to a future time when I can fulfil my destiny to the fullest, inexactly the way I want (can anyone help me in this?? cheeky fella myself)
I have very inspirational views of the world and even if my opinions are too different, I’ll always be respected for speaking my mind honestly because I have great organisational and communication skills and I work really well with others (too many pts n i am not sure!!!)
I have my own ideas and solutions to problems ( maybe dat the reason y probs are created)
I am investigative, curious and extremely active mentally
My thinking mind rarely, if ever, stops (another issue to deal with)
I need to learn when to shut down as my brain can become overactive, especially at night (now u know y i am blogging at this hour)
I am vigorous in the way I present my ideas so there’s never a dull moment around me ( maybe you can comment on this as i find myself dull at times)
There’s often someone who wants to challenge me, especially if they happen to have a much more conventional way of doing things (haha, may i know who?)
I'll be more than happy to challenge and taking that great pleasure in proving them wrong (this is my true self though, dun start scolding me, k? mm, now I can see a smile on your face)
I find it difficult to uphold relationships with those who aren’t prepared to evolve in the same way as myself ( this is the latest that I'm facing)
My rigid opinions bring me into disagreement with others (hmm yeah, dats rite, so anyone can support me willingly...?? better dun run off..... :)
Although I appear aloof and detached I am inwardly sensitive and caring (right to a certain part, maybe the ppl who r close 2 me r aware of this)
I prefer to associate with people who share the same diverse views on life (first is none other than b, at least I've found one...)
My life will almost certainly never be drab n dat is why I'll always be young at heart ( i AM n I wish to continue that)

these r some things about myself which i've learn to come to know and others r still BEING HIDDEN. i shall uncover them as i walk past my life...

becoming more of a pulavar now, better learn to shut my mouth...

weekend was good n was with fateen most of the time. tension has not gone yet completely. had a very bad headache yesterday...thought i am gonna freak out...received some good advice n some unexpected qn from b. has given me some new angles to think of... i still dun understand y i am the extra n can't able to get hold of the fact... ppl say life is a circle n yeah i understand that but how i wish to get out from that connector...

oh yeah, asked casually to my musketeers if they have ever thought of being single. They replied in one sentence how they wish to... i laughed inside,,, how selfish can i get...

gonna doze off............ hubby was earlier telling me about the benefits of a good night sleep. nvm, poor him,, so much tired, let him have one... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz